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Oh so very quickly the black blooming rose of my heart draws tight it's petals upon itself like a dark knight donning armor. I allowed myself to feel too much, fall too deep, wander too far from the beaten path, losing myself inside myself inside of another. What was I thinking? Was I thinking? I think not. So very far from me, the cold hearted, ice eyed Seraph. I know better than to leave myself so exposed. Keep the doors to my heart closed tight but leave the windows to my soul wide open. It's a learning experience. I've never been here before. I'm lost and and don't know if I can find my way back home or if I even want to. Solo es mi.

Yours Forever,

ANGEL

I am frightened. Not since reckless youth have I allowed my gaurd to fall so quickly, and so completely. I didn't mean for this to happen. Old fires burned again brightly for just a moment with grief to fan the flames. We both needed shoulders to cry on. The question that burned so brightly in my mind, was how long could we keep eachother smiling after the tears ran dry? Did you mean all that you said to me in sorrows grip? Know that I shall never love another as I loved you. You can never be replaced. I needed time to think and he offered me the small comfort of a warm body to fall asleep beside. I never imagined I'd allow myself to feel again so soon, but I do, and to a degree that frightens me to my core. I never ecpected this, & he didn't ask for it, yet here I am, standing terrified with a piece of my heart in my hands wondering if he'll accept it and hoping that in return he has a piece for me.